a jaded kind of beautiful

could it have been any more mindless
i should have known with the nine hundred
ninety ninth chance that the thousand would
only be as cruel, as agonizing, as painful
but no, wise one, i won’t sway to betrayal tonight
i gave you every ounce of forgiveness despite
knowing you’re nothing but filth trying to
surpass its way into love, into something more
i gave you every little chance i could despite
knowing you’re going to tear me down slowly
so please don’t try to find any deeper word from me
than — you should have known


[i should have known]


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